I think I've seen every star in the sky tonight
Removed from the city lights
Has never seemed so bright
I know I shouldn't believe a word you say
I do anyway
Cause I'm dumb like that

And all the words I've given to you
When you smiled
I thought that it meant something else
You were just being yourself
Being nice
You're always rather polite to me

You let me down again
You ignored the things I said to you
If I was scared of you
Then maybe I could leave
And if I walked away right now
There would be nothing left for me to lose but doubt

I never fell so far for anyone before
Never again I swore
With you hope was restored
You make me feel like I've been torn apart
I don't like that at all
I've lost control

And all the words I've given to you
I poured my heart out into an empty coffee cup
You drank it up
And left me here to drown, alone

You let me down again,
You ignored the things I said to you
If I was scared of you
Then maybe I could leave
Cause if I walked away right now
There would be nothing left for me to lose
But I can't lose you
I can't lose you

I think I've seen every star that I care to see
But I don't wanna leave
It hurts when you're self deceived
I know I shouldn't believe a word you say
I do it anyway
Cause I'm dumb like that

And all the words I've given to you
When you smiled
I thought that it meant something else
You were just being yourself
Being nice
You're always rather polite to me

You left me down again
And you ignored the things I said to you
If I was scared of you
Then maybe I could leave
Cause if I walked away right now
There would be nothing left for me to lose but doubt
But doubt
But doubt
There's nothing left
There's nothing left for me to lose but doubt
There's nothing left
There's nothing left for me to lose but doubt
There's nothing left
There's nothing left
~Vroom

To those that know me well, how much does this sound like something I would have written a year or two ago?

It's good that I'm past this.

the night is nearly over † the day is almost here